I do not love myself – gave me shivers and fat hot stinky sweat break. How do I love me – a state of being that induces within me an anticipatory frisson. I ponder on this new depth of awareness of my relationship with myself and I am thankful. Not that I categorised myself as un-selfaware, just that this is a whole new intensity of the awareness thingini that has happened, is happening. It is a new kind of power injected into me, into my life. As I am thinking of the ways that I can love me, I think – I cannot love me if I do not know me. Who am I? Where have I come from? I take a walk back into my past. Back to the very beginning. The beginning that I can remember, my earliest memories. Then through my different ages - different places, different people – the formative scenes that have brought me here. Feelings. Powerful feelings. Some scenes are difficult to remember, difficult to loo...
A pundit is an expert, a learned person,a source of opinion, a critic. Sometimes the word can be used in a negative sense to classify someone who has definite opinions, but does not have the expertise to back them up. Punditic - the adjective. Pundi - the unknown factor in myspeak. I am not yet punditic - it is a purpose, a goal, and each step is purposeful in itself, and meanwhile I freely offer my thoughts and opinions! Feedback and comments welcomed.